Notes From Novitate

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I attended the first Novitate conference last week on the life and works of Rene Girard. There are a few prominent Girardians in the world today, most notably Peter Thiel. But Girard’s ideas have become prevalent among even more plebeian coastal thinkers like me, mostly because of the book Wanting by the conference’s organizer, Luke Burgis.

The whole day was a whirlwind. I took copious notes. I met some new people. I talked with old friends. I tried to keep up with the ideas flying around. I saw two intellectual heroes of mine in person (Peter Thiel and Tyler Cowen) and got to listen to one of them deliver a profoundly deep oratory on Girardian ideals through history and literature (that was Thiel).

Peter Thiel. With bodyguard.

To a person, the conference goers were earnest, engaging, magnanimous, and interested in the nature of reality and Girard’s lens for it. The panelists and speakers are intellectual and popular elites - people like Coleman Hughes, Tara Isabella Burton, Thomas Chatterton Williams, Ross Douthat, Hamish McKenzie, and Ryan Resch. Many are also a part of the Twitter intelligentsia, a place known for arrogance, dismissal, rancor, and vitriol. And there was none of the negativity you’d expect from online environments. There was no vitriol. No dismissal. Twitter is not the real world, and it turns out that people are still just people. This was a day for conversation, engagement, and happiness. There were debates but they were never hostile (with one fascinating exception on media). I saw new friendships solidifying and new enterprises taking their first hesitant breaths. There was hardly any ego; only interest in trying to figure out what the heck is really going on.

Outside of the cerebral enrichment of the day - which was constant and overwhelming - there are two particular moments that stood out to me.

The first was when Peter Thiel first took the stage. His bodyguard stepped through the door first, big shoulders squared and head on a swivel. He looked around for a half second and then Thiel came immediately after him, ducking around with his head down while his second bodyguard appeared in midair in the corner of the room on the other side of the lectern. Thiel mumbled his introduction. He looked nervous and shifting at first and it blew me away. This is a guy worth billions, who has stood in front of far bigger crowds than this, who has boldly and without fear of rebuke taken what a majority of the elite consider ostracizing positions. And here he was, looking listless. I was reminded of an answer he gave to Bari Weiss in an interview earlier this year: “I don’t always have a master plan, I’m just trying to figure things out.”

Once he started his prepared speech he was suddenly in his element. The world re-aligned and it became immediately apparent that this is a person who is far more comfortable surrounded by ideas than he is surrounded by people, whether sycophantic, empathetic, or antagonistic.

The second poignant moment was during the closing remarks, given by Rene Girard’s own son, Martin. Martin was clearly overwhelmed by the presence of so many interesting and interested people, still taken by the thoughts of his father. As you’d expect, Martin talked more about the everyday reality of growing up with his father; their discussions at dinner, their Sunday rituals after Mass each week, their relationships.

But it was a comment Martin made about some of Girard’s intellectual work that caught me. Martin remembers how, after a particularly intense argument with one of his fiercest critics who was working to tear down Rene Girard’s primary theories, someone in his family asked Rene how he felt after the encounter. Rene’s answer was: “He might be right.”

If some of the intellectual giants of our world are still humble, still nervous, still earnest, still worried about what others might think.. well, there’s no better evidence for us to accept that those pesky insecurities will always be there. They are normal. More importantly - these titans did their thing anyway. They were nervous they might be wrong but they still put together their ideas. They climbed the steps to the lectern despite being worried what a room full of bright people thought.

More than any of the particular content, Novitate was an invitation to keep working with a sense of humility and earnestness. Festina lente.

Unedited Notes